celticwelsh

I really need to blog more. Well, I don't need to but I should. So in the last two moths since I last posted I have:

• Been on holiday to India. Where I was sexually harrassed by a little twit. My dad was not amused when I told him. Oh well.
• Managed to write three essays on time. And only one of them was 1000 words too short. On of them was 1000 words too long! First time for everything I guess.
• Been to see McFly!! They were fab, as was expected.
• Have gotten re-obsessed with Star Wars. I'd forgotten how much I love that galaxy far far away.
• Made myself a new icon! It's Luke/Leia and says "eww". Because George Lucas clearly makes it up as he goes along.
• Gotten very, very dunk. A lot. 

And that's about it. I have two exams I need to revise for, but having never been to my lectures I have no idea what the exams are on. Oops.

Okay, so I really want to go see McFly in May but the silly boys aren't coming anywhere close to South Wales. The closest they're coming is Oxford which is three hours away. I was a bit gutted, but whatever I saw them in November so not such a big deal. Only there are still tickets left and I've started getting angsty. So I looked up train prices and it's £50 for a return. Um no. I don't like McFly that much. So today I was saying to a friend how gutted I was and she suggested I look at the prices of singles. So I do, and I discover that I can get two tickets for £24.50. I can even come back the same day. Much celebrating. Until I tell my mother. She pretty much told me no. I've already spent too much money on flights to Zante and I'm going to America for a year, and I have Uni and blah blah blah blah. WTF, I'm 20 years old and I'm being told no by my mother.  So I'm going to go anyway. I'm going to tell her I'm going tomorrow and then I'm going to book the tickets. I don't even need to stay for long in Cardiff. I can get a train from Cardiff to Swansea at 1.16. Which ok, give me two minutes to change trains but still.

OMG Eoghan Quigg's new album looks loltastic. It's like Simon Cowell is trying to cram every teen and preteen music fad into one album.


1. 28000 Friends Any Busted fan will recognise James Bourne's style of song writing in this song, if only from the Americanisation of the lyrics.
2. We're All In This Together High School Musical cover. And okay, I actually like HSM but it's hardly something you want multiple copies of.
3. All About You I'm probably going to hate this, but it could be worse. I mean it's McFly's most soppy single to date, so there's not much they can do to runin it. At least he's not trying Friday Night or something.
4. Learn To Fly If this is a Foo Fighter's cover I might actually have to kill something.
5. Does Your Mother Know  ABBA. ABBA on the same album as McFly and the Foo Fighters. The one time McFly tried to cover ABBA live it was a disaster. Saying that their acoustic version of Winner Takes it All was quite good, so maybe not such an odd mix. Still doesn't explaine the Foo Fighters though.
6. Home Westlife cover. Foo Fighters, Abba, Westlife. I think my brain just exploded.
7. When You Look Me In The Eyes Wut? Jonas Brothers?! Okay, not only did this flop when it was released here, a YEAR AGO, the JB? Have they really even been around long enough to be covered? Are they even good enough to be covered? I'll give you a clue, the answer's not yes.
8. Year 3000 Poor Busted. This song has already be ruined by the Jonas Brothers and their God friendly lyrics, so any further attempt by anyone is simply numbing.
9. She's The One Robbie Williams cover. Don't really care about this one. I'm sure RW fans are crying into their soup though.
10. Ben Michael Jackson cover. lolololololololol.
11. Never Forget Take That cover. Again, don't really care, but I pity the TT fans.

Over all, this is going to be a very shitty album, that one or two tweens might pick up, but chances are anyone older than 10 already has the originals, which lets be fair, are going to be way better.

I am officially unemployed. Penarth Woolworths doesn’t close till Tuesday but all part time staff was let off on the weekend. I might actually miss the place, but I know for sure I’m not going to miss the customers. People who buy things suck donkeys’ balls.

New Years was fab. I actually remember this year! Well, sort of. Also for the first Christmas I can remember there were no arguments. This was probably due to the fact both my mum and dad were working, so Christmas day consisted of me and my brother getting very drunk on our own while watching Top of the Pops and Doctor Who.

I’m hoping (oh, how I’m hoping) that 2009 brings me better luck when it comes to Uni. I only have two exams in January but they’re going to be solid. And I have no idea how I did in any of my too short and very late essays. I just need to pass so I can get to America next year. Which reminds me, I’m going to the Uni of Southern Mississippi for a year in August. Yay!

I’m going to fail Uni. I have to write 6000 words by 12 tomorrow. So far I have 100. And I’m not even that bothered. I hate me.

So, I’m back to being single. Turns out Assley was a twat. Cheated on me with the mother of his child, and really how the fuck am I suppose to compete with that? I’m not all that upset, because I quite like being single anyway.

Uni’s going better than I thought it would. I’ve got an essay due Monday that I haven’t even started but I’ve done two out of me three oral presentations. Turns out I’m quite a good public speaker. I use to be crap and would talk really quite and would stutter every other word (and that was just the words I could actually read), but I was the best in my group yesterday, so go me!

I think I’ve pissed of Jacque again. But I’m pretty sure she’s pissed off at Ellie as well, so all is good. Also she paid me for McFly so that’s fine. Which reminds me, MCFLY IN A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahem.

Last Wednesday we had a “uni fair” thing to look at all the US uni’s we can go to next year, and OMG Southern Mississippi looks fab! Defo want to go there or Tennessee, or anyplace down south.

Hey, Azzy check out  this place. You’ll love it.

All is fine until Jacquie decides that Saturday is better for clubbing and everyone’s going then. I get slightly pissed off but assuming that she just forgot tell her the reasons we were going on a Friday. She starts pestering me saying she’s always too tired on Fridays. This pissed me off to a great extent because last Friday she blew me and Ellie off so she could go clubbing and ended up having sex in a car at four in the morning. Being the passive aggressive cow that I am I told her that she doesn’t have to come, I have other people I’m meeting in town anyway. She decides she “can’t do that to me” and says she’ll go out the Friday but she won’t stay out too late. I’m fine with that because I’ve got a waxing early Saturday so I don’t want to be too hung-over for that.

It seems done with until she mentions that I don’t have to always drink in town to have fun and feel bad the next day *rolls eyes* I’m well aware you don’t have to be drunk to have fun, but as anyone who’s been clubbing will tell you, you do not have a good time in a night club if you’re sober. You just don’t and Jacquie should know this because she’s been in town before without drinking and she’s left early every time. I make a joke about how what’s the point if you’re not drunk with a “lol” to show I’m joking (even though I’m not really). I can’t remember what she said in reply because she’s deleted the post but what ever it was really pissed me off. It was something to do with how I drink too much in town. Which okay, may be true, but coming from Jacquie it’s a joke. Not only does she get just as drunk as me, but as I pointed out above she gets drunk and then has sex with randoms. The idea of her lecturing me is insane and hypocritical. I’ve got to admit I didn’t reply in the best possible way (I said something like “Says the girl who didn’t get home till 4 because she was doing stuff in a carpark”). I put a “lol” and a smilie face, because while I was pissed off I was also quite amused by the idea of her lecturing me.

Again, I assume that’s the last of the matter. Oh how naïve I am. Turns out I’m not the only passive aggressive bitch out there. The post Jacquie left on Nina’s wall:

“hey neen, u out on friday then? dont no if i'm goin cos apparently i aint responsible becos i stay out till 4 in d mornin in cars!!! was tryin 2 make a point about ppls drinkin habits. anyway let me no if u wana go 2 ostercathcer 4 t tomoz or sumin. fed up of bein home. gun try n get friday afternoon off aswell. let me no. x x”

Fucking cunt. I NEVER said she wasn’t responsible, in fact I stuck up for her was Ellie was going on about how she should have more respect for herself. And again, what the fuck is she doing going on about my drinking habits when she is just as bad! I drink too much, I know this, but I don’t need people who are just as bad lecturing me, especially when it’s my birthday. I was so tempted to reply telling her to shove it up the arse but she owes me money for a McFly ticket and I actually don’t want her to hate me, so I just told her I was joking and I don’t care what she does on the weekend so long as she’s careful.

I know I’m blowing this way out of proportion, but she’s seriously pissing me off. I’m just looking forward to Swansea so I can hang out with some sane people.

Anyway, we had a date tonight, but I was feeling a little uneasy about seeing him because we met while he was being set up with my friend Jacquie. Only he liked me more and she got all upset and a great time was not had. So Ashley (the guy I’m seeing) showed a picture of Jacq to a friend of his called Ryan. A double date was arranged and all was well. Only then my friend Ellie and her boyfriend Gary found out (Gary is Ashley’s cousin and Ryan’s friend) so it was a triple date. And then Nina was invited and I have no idea if she’s coming with her boyfriend or on her own. So now my date has become a group gathering of at least seven. And me and Ashley have had to change our plans to fit everyone else. I’m so fucking annoyed it’s insane.

 

 ETA2: Me and Ellie can't even agree with who Jacq's meeting. I think it's Ryan, Jacq thinks it's Ryan, but Ellie says that Ryan's not going and it's some other guy from town she's meeting. I am so close to saying fuck it all and just going to bed.

So, I got spiked on Friday. I have no memory at all. The only reason I know I got spiked is because I only had four drinks before the memories all piss off, and no way did four singles get me drunk. I've had an entire bottle of vodka before and had more memory than I do from Fridaynight. The thing that upsets me though, isn't that I have no memory, or that I was apparently missing for an hour, or that I made a compelat tit of myself. No, th thing that upsets me, is that no one even noticed. Apparently everyone just thoguth I was drunk. I had four drinks! Did no one even notice how much I drank? Am I normally such a piss head that when I'm druged or whatever, no one even notices a difference? I don't know what to think. I could have been raped or anything and no one whould have noticed. Only Sarah bothered to look after me and even she's mad at the way the others acted. 

So, to take my mind off things I decided to play around with my journal layout. The header is crap, but as it's the first time I've ever tried to make a layout, I quite like it.

I only just noticed that it was January the last time I posted here. But who cares because I got in!!!!!!!! I got in to Swansea!!! I have no idea what grades I got yet but I just logged on to UCAS and it said my place was confirmed!!! YAYAYAYAYAY!!!! It also means that the worse I've done is get CCCD because that's the worse I could have done and still got the pointes I needed. I knew doing four subjects would be a good idea!! I'm going to get so fucking drunk tonight.